qwerty
Sorry to be the bearer of bad news but patience and due diligence do not entitle you to anything going forward. You have already been rewarded by lower prices and losses you never sustained. But going forward its an even playing field for you and everyone else. Your best option is to be happy you have avoided the carnage and try to keep a clear/fresh perspective going forward. I know thats not the easiest thing to do but its what you need to try to do.