it is almost certain that whatever we swear to be our deepest beliefs are the things we have the deepest doubts about, and the way we most try to portray ourselves to others and our self is most likely a lie of varying degrees to assuage these deep doubts. Everyone is afraid of want…and all oour money weirdness reflects that……deep down we are wired that way…there is no “modern” human…we are just minutes out of the wild, evolutionnarily speaking…everything we say is window dressing for our primitves desires and fears. one day i found myself living ina beautiful house..with a beautiful wife..and beautiful childrne…and I aske dmyself…how did i get here…
