ok, but im actually disciplined and good about saving money, or at least i ahve been for the last 7 years or so since i started making some. the problem is, what is this money for? why am i saving it. well, for security. And how was i going to be more secure? by buying a house, that was the plan. but by the time i had enough, i felt prices were dumb. and now i’ve completely overthought everything. I was saving money to buya hosue to be mroe secue but concluded that spending the money to buya house would make me less secure so i have the money saved…now, for nothing really, except for if disaster strikes. or maybe as insurance against future rent increases???
