my wife is like, just buy the damn thing, and I feel like she just asked me to put my hand on a hot stove burner . i told her to please click the BUY button, but she refused to do it, wanted me to do it. i couldnt
CHROMETOPHOBIA. fear of money.
one thing ive been doing the last year that I never used to do is give small amounts of money away. so i always put a dollar or so in a tip jar, or give money to people asking on the street. I never ever used to do that, but i made a decision to automatically do it without thinking. I actually get a small pleasure from doing it each time. strange.
