[quote=krowe] It’s even difficult for my behavior to be understandable unless you experienced the circumstances I did which were the underlying cause of my actions.
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[quote=krowe] I am struggling to understand if it’s simply retribution or some other reason that you believe I deserve jail.[/quote]
The reason you don’t understand why we think you deserve jail is that you haven’t taken responsibility for your crimes. Sure, you say you’re sorry and you apologized and you feel bad. But then you say “the circumstances…were the underlying cause of my actions.”
The underlying cause of your actions is not “the circumstances.” The underlying cause of your actions is that you are malevolent, lacking in conscience, and unable to control your impulses. Those things are evidenced by your actions (your words mean nothing), and make you a danger to society.
That’s why you belong in jail. That plus what njtosd said.
If it was up to me, you’d be there for a very long time. It’s only by luck that nothing really bad happened, and you don’t deserve credit for that luck. As I said previously, if it was my daughter and something bad happened, you’d get worse than life in prison.