i have a journal-type thing I have done for 15 years. every 6 months or so, I draw up a list called THINGS I AM WORRIED ABOUT. Then I list everything that is weighing on my mind. I save the lists in a box of saved stuff. it is hilarious to read old lists of things you worry about. Like NOTHING i have ever worried about i my life has ever ended up being an actual problem! literally NOTHING. weird. i always have plenty of crap to put on my lists though.
I feel like i bid a little too high on this house because it was an internet auction and I was intoxicated at the time of the bid. I am thinking about asking the bank to pay all closing costs or walking if they don’t and just leaving it up to fate. I think it’s not likely to get a bank to reconsider a lower bid on an REO unless the inspection comes back horrendous, but what about renegotiating closing costs? Is that within the real of possibility? I want to walk and blame it on fate.