“And again, I am open to a pile of cash or open to being given a house or whatever (want to be open to all possibilities as we manifest our reality).”
Enorah,I keep channeling that your path is actually an ascetic one. Your spiritual growth is being hindered by the rent vs. buy question and the expulsion from your mind that shelter will manifest good for you, or anyone else, is the best thing to accomplish. This could be done with 40 days and 40 nights in Balboa Park living on only material possessions and nutritive substances that can attained through begging or scavenging.After this you can live in a house again, rented or bought, without detriment to your soul.