Sd I’m here but I fresh out of zoloft and the last 48 hours in sports has me feeling so low I have to look up to see down. I have drifted from disbelief, to anger to blame to numb, all in two days.

I know all too well that Cowher won’t come work for A.J., not only is Cowher too strong a coach for A.J., he was a protege of Marty’s and they are still close friends. My only hope is that Spanos contacts Cowher and Cowher agrees if A.J. is fired, then in a Lakers sort of way, people are sent packing to keep the stars happy, the tail wags the dog, the Chargers talent is saved, Marty is vindicated and Cowher can take the reigns with marty’s blessing and grattitude for offing his old nemesis. Marty may even take the front office or be a special advisor in a Bill Walsh kinda way. It’s all so perfect, I miss Cowher (he is one of may favorite all time coaches, plus he spits inadvertantly and gets into the game more than I do) and the Chargers need a coach. Plus Bill has three good looking daughters all in college, if you were a young, attractive rich girl, where would you want to spend your summer back from Princeton? Pittsburg, North Carolina or San Diego, these girls were made to be La Jolla girls.

On the Padres, they were trending downward and the Rockies have been getting hotter, it’s almost for the best that the Rockies move on, at least they have a chance. I hope Trevor stays with it, he was just too good to think he doesn’t have a Favre comeback season still in him.