Doing stress and worry a little too habitually are probably the worst things I do to my body and I think it will take years off my life., maybe get my heart like you mention …not chipper.

I hope I can make it to my youngest son’s 30th…that’s only 23 years. It looks like only cancer or being murdered or an accident could take me down at this point. Not cholesterol. I think I have gout in one toe, a sure sign that the end is near?

It’s pretty much impossible to compare ones inner workings to another’s . I know people who take anti-depressants and I think their childhood, and adult lives have always been more positive than mine.