no, this was just a mistake. i cannot see how it wasn’t. no bad publicity. it’s too smalla nd too much to me benefit.

feel so tucked away in this car, not driving like my hyper-defensive paranoid self. I drove my civic like i rode my scooter; looking for death atevery moment and ready for anything. of course the car may have been unprepared to respond, but i was at the ready.

this car is already getting me too relaxed. need more fear…