faterikcartman,
I suffer from the same but am fortunate in that I have a large group to share wines with up in OC many of whom have been collecting for 20 or more years. Had Kistler many times. You should try the Varner Bee Block and Home Block Chard’s. They are amazing and you can pick em up for under $50.
You will get daily emails from all of them and can pick and choose what you like. They buy cellars and often have amazing deals on hard to get aged and properly cellared wines.