Wow. Why does everything have to be so extreme with some people. This idea of envy is amusing. Like I said before I am very happy with my position. I saw the writing on the wall and got the fuck out. I havent lost a thing. But your anger and fear make you assume the most absurd things. Based on nothing. Based on fear and anger. Keep on struggling. The chain is being held tighter. Like a wild dog lashing out at whatever you might get a bite on. But you can do no damage. Let it out. The sooner you chill the fuck out the sooner you can be happy about your cirumstances.