Yes it does seem like I can’t win. Last year was really bad and this year actually is kind of good but wouldn’t call it a win. I should have kept buying more AMD/NVDA instead of tbills. I’m confident it will end up well long term for stocks. Positioned more for survival with bonds than making a fortune with stocks but that’s probably a good thing in this unpredictable environment. So prepared if I don’t win but hoping to finally win big.