A blue velvet bedspread sounds so sensual. This may have been an early sexusl desire. Your mother’s interference with it must have been very frustrating. That pain you felt…the thwarting of desire and longing. How that velvet would have felt. You will never know. Transcendent pleasure was so close.
I think I want a blue velvet bedspread now. Of the highest possible quality. Unless it’s really expensive. Then I’ll go for the shag.[/quote]
My mom gave me an allowance but not in cadh. She kept a ledger. We could see the balance grow. Sometimes I’d make a “withdrawal” but it hurt to see the balance dip. I think it was discouraged at least mildly.
Who knows how things might have been had she just put the weekly money in my clammy little hands.
[quote=FlyerInHi]I’ve always wanted a luxury European toilet. The kind that hangs on the wall and has a hidden tank. Don’t think I will ever have one.[/quote]
[quote=scaredyclassic][quote=FlyerInHi]I’ve always wanted a luxury European toilet. The kind that hangs on the wall and has a hidden tank. Don’t think I will ever have one.[/quote]
i want an outdoor toilet.[/quote]
Yes. An outdoor zen bathroom and toilet. Some resorts have them though I have never seen in person. My dad has outdoor shower and door bathing area.
