Pup- I think the small farm sounds nice. I know you are smart and a superb survivor. I hope you have some like minded people on your side because as we all know, you have to sleep some time. In the meantime, don’t leave behind your books including poetry: “Open still remaineth a free life for great souls. Verily, he who possesseth little is so much the less possessed: blessed be moderate poverty!”
“There, where the state ceaseth–there only commenceth the man who is not superfluous: there commenceth the song of the necessary ones, the single and irreplaceable melody.”
“There, where the state CEASETH–pray look thither, my brethren! Do ye not see it, the rainbow and the bridges of the Superman?–”