Sorry to hear of your losses, FIH, and for the immediate family left behind. That’s the really difficult part.
It’s so true that no matter how much or how little we have in this world, none of us have unlimited time on earth.
As I mentioned in another thread, we’ve always tried to do everything we’ve wanted to do along the way from the time we were young, so we’d never have any regrets–should something unexpected come our way.