You know, truthfully, I have been limiting what is possible for me by watching so closely events that are external and believing that those said events in any way need to determine my course of action.
We will own when we feel completely open and ready to do so.
Thanks for the feedback, all, and the opportunity to vent, process, and evolve.
I feel much more powerful today than I did when i started this thread.
Oh, and btw, the LL did call back. He was out of town.