marion… seek help. a trained professional? or an online support group dedicated to emotional trouble? someone objective to just talk to… and not a hook up.
i think you’re asking for abuse here. i think you enjoy lashing out. i think you’re angry about things and really need to sort things out.
edit: self actualization comes to mind… get out of the helpless victim mentality and enable yourself to do what needs doing. quit blaming men, your landlord, cuban teenagers, rodents… just do the things that need be done. because helpless jewish princess and modern liberated woman just dont mix…